New band room!!
yup, went to paint the band room today. thought there might have been a little more ppl, but we managed fine. the band room looks really bright and refreshing now!! now we have new cupboards and everything, im sure it'll give the band room a more homely feel.
super duper tired, and had this freaking headache, plus i was starving all the way home. really think curry wok should serve more rice mann....
On a separate note, i did alot of thinking today. cheeshan was right in saying that i'd grown very attached to the band ppl. Its very true, i enjoy every minute i spend with you guys, but this just makes the decision whether to join band all the more difficult. Its not like i dont want to join band in JC, as i've tried explaining, its really that there are a lot of factors i have to consider. the only thing i wish to achieve from the probable next two years in band is simply to have fun. sounds really simple, but i can tell its quite impossible.
without a doubt, i know that my nest year in band will be extremely enjoyable, with all the seniors i know and like. But what's going to happen when they're gone and the new batch of juniors come in? Its no secret that there are many problems between our two batches. internal strife tore the band apart once, and being part of it all practically ruined my last year in hcimb. will band prac become the torture it once was?
like irene said, 上船容易，下船难。Its not going to be easy for me to quit the band in J2. If I'm going to join and then quit, then what's the point in joining?
one thing i really do not understand: is there really a need for things to be as they are now?
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