Back to school blues
I am officially feeling the blues :/ I really really REALLY dont wanna go back to school!! And i have no idea why. Theres nothing to fear from JC life. No screaming slim, fat-bitch cheong, teocm, flowerpot adeline. There is more to look forward to in school as compared to an average high school monday. Haix.. i dunno why lah.
Good luck to all the J2s who will be returning to school tml. In a year's time it'll be our turn and then i dread school reopens even more.
Good luck to all the J1s who will be getting back their higher chinese O lvl results tml :/ drats. I'm starting to freak out at the though of it. Never thought it would be so fast. Not in the least mentally prepared. I suppose it is a good idea to go school earlier and practise some hymn to calm my nerves.
ARGH!!! I've never felt so nervous before!! Not even when i got back my report book. Okay, maybe its because I already knew all my grades before getting it, but still... I do not like this feeling of anxiety. Imagine if I were taking O levels. Omg, it'll be like 10 times the number of butterflies in my stomach.
I'm keeping my fingers crossed for tml. If I get a B or smt liddat then it'll be one of the major regrets in my life. Let's just see how it goes.
Maybe i should go and sleep earlier and stop panicking
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